I've shattered somebody's dream this Christmas

Full of disappointments in his eyes

I feel more than speechless

Things just don’t want to go as the way you wanted

Nothing is easy, and I have to just live with it

Can’t help myself busted in tears in dreams

Can’t help him to cheer up either

Guess I am just a useless hopeless idiot

No sweetness this Christmas

If there is Santa out there

I pray for couple of sweets for me and him

The sweets that could bring something taste different then depression

The sweets that could bring a beautiful light out in the dark

All I want is to be happy.